A fast update?

Okay so there is still a 10 day gap between my last update and this.

Anyway you know the drill, hey everyone who's actually reading this, my lovely silent readers.

Well life has been throwing me stress, stress, and a little frustration.

Firstly, I haven't been accepted to university, not my first choice and not even the one I had the grades for over some stupid stipulation. It's the 28th and they still won't take me, clearly I'm not supposed to go anywhere. All the same I was told to call back on Friday so I will, that's the last shot for Uni this year.

Next was trying to decide what to do if I couldn't get to uni, what I want to do and what I can afford to do. I think I've finally come up with a workable stand by but I can't apply until I call back on Friday, because I can't afford to get tied into my back up plan if I want to go to uni, as it'll cost more money.

So I have to chill and wait for Friday, then hurry up and get everything in place, it's cutting it fine as it is, having to get packed and prepared to go in just over a week if I do get accepted to University, they really aren't that nice to prospective students, but what can I do? I wanna go to Uni and I wanna go to Japan. Wish me luck.

Okay now onto a slightly different topic, I apologise for always ranting and complaining but if you don't like it don't read it. I'm sticking it all here because at least I'm not keeping it to myself, and I can pretend no one knows, even if people do read it.

Anyway as I was saying, the source of my Frustration that isn't university or exam related. I have a friend, normally we can talk, normally there isn't any issue, occasionally he doesn't get on until ungodly hours [for me, stupid time zones] However I haven't spoken to him since April and it's driving me mad x.x I miss him, even if we can't make conversation it's nice to have tried, and you wouldn't believe how happy it makes me when he starts talking to me instead of me starting the conversation. It makes me feel like he wants to talk to me, and not like I might be bothering him.

I sent him a personal message on the forum we both go on, he's been online. But he hasn't answered my PM. I don't know if he simply hasn't seen it or what, but it's at the point where I'm paranoid enough to believe he's avoiding me and that sucks, and it makes me mad, because I don't know. I've tried reaching him on AIM too, but still nothing. It's crazy to get irritated like this, but I want to talk to him. And I seriously hate it when I keep losing my friends and I have no idea what the hell I might have done wrong. Every time it's almost clearly my fault and yet, I don't know what I've done wrong to make them hate me. I've been friends with guy for a while, it's gonna suck a whole lot if he really is avoiding me.

Hey not like you're reading this but Bakura get your ass on AIM! Kay?!

Sorry I felt like I needed to add that, just in case.

Anyway that's enough ranting for me, I'll update next time something big happens, or Kura replies or if I get in on Friday. Thanks for listening guys.

CrymsenRose~